fly

There's a fly, a humongous black fly, flying around my room, and its annoying me. i bet its very plan is to bug me, with its stupid buzzing sound, and nasty bug body. it wants me to get my lazy butt up and out of the room to get a fly swatter. but it knows that my hand and eye coordination sucks, so its just teasing me. dumb fly.

Went to Rancho on Monday with Shilpa, to visit Kathy, Betty, and Ms.Chow. Right when we walked in, Mrs.Blandford, my, i think, 12th grade English honors teacher was there. Ive always thought she was a bit on the weird side, but then again, most English teachers are. She is in charge of the AVID program i was suppose to work for at Rancho. She saw us and asked how we were. told her about my classes, the finals and such. She asked if i wanted to come and talk about "college" with the avid kids. Other former honors kids with be there also. I'm still thinking about it. Sounds cool. "Why yes, honors and advance classes helped me a whole bunch. It taught me procrastination, bull shitting at its finniest, and cheating. But i don't recommend doing it, unless you re ok with that Mrs.B." I'm just kidding. except for the procrastination part, and the BSing part.

My screen is clear!

I'm tired. going to Ranchos awards night tomorrow. I just want to see and criticize Mr.Chaus ridiculously grown hair. Dads leaving on thursday around 9. for two weeks. to move his moms grave site because the communist there are fucking retarded, well, communist anywhere are retarded. stupid commies. i hope they choke on their own vomit.

on the lighter side, the other tutor, the teacher, will no longer be with us, so I'm going to take care of two of her kids. Hau, fresh from the plane, Catherine, the quiet girl. They're cool kids. It might be a little hard to communicate with hau, since my Vietnamese is a little rusty. but so far so good. if you were in my classroom, you would see me with the English Vietnamese dictionary every other minute. But thats ok, maybe my viet will get better over the summer.


I'm listening to The New Amsterdams and Jets To Brazil. Thanks lover boy.

heartaches suck, but it'll feel even worse if you sit around and think about it. All you can do is think positive, i know its hard. put all your trust in God, and believe that He has a plan for you, for everybody. It may not always be easy, but everything will work out. why dwell on something when you can produce something better, something that won't make you sad, or upset, or think about what happened. You re going to be okay. You re a strong person. You made me strong. I know i cant do much, but I'll be here if you ever need me. a shoulder to lean on, to listen, to love, that i can promise you.

i should head to bed. Good night moon.