gosh dang.

darn you celtics.

C-C-Celtics

maybe if you guys stop double teaming bryant, you'll get in a few points. i dont know. just a thought.

i dont like it when they boo. its a bit disrespectful. just let them play please. dont get me wrong. i would do the same thing. i would just keep it to myself. whatever

celtics are catching up quick. 33-47 lakers 2nd quarter.

L-L-Lakers

38 seconds left. 87-81 lakers. ekkkk

i try not to be sexist

laundry, dishes, cooking your damn dinner for BOYS 101. is it offered anywhere? no? huh. what a shame.

mannnn

everything i touch dies!!
my phone is officially dead. not the dead where you can plug it in, and it comes back to life. but the dead where, well, it cant come back to life.

i might bring it over to anh vu's, maybe he can help.

phone

my phone isnt turning on for some reason. the charger is plugged in and everything. maybe i should wait a little bit more. dang it. i have such bad luck with phones.

girls are scary

especially Jr high girls. I went to Huys choir recital tonight. "Forever Motown" was the theme. It was actually very entertaining. They had little dances that went along with the songs.

Huy had to be at school by 6:15, so i took off work around 6, got home, dressed in like, 20 seconds, and rushed out the door. The concert was not planned to start until 7. so i had 45 minutes to. I sat there for a while, just watching everybody. What i noticed most was that every girl was with at least 1 other person. Thats what i was like back then i guess, i didnt like being alone, i didnt want to seem like a loser. Its crazy look back and see how much youve changed. They all seemed...fake. Im not sure how to describe it. Jumping around everywhere, thinking theyre all cooooollll. haha. whatever. "come on, lets go to the bathroom!"..pshh.girls.

sad face

damn lakes are going to lose

dumb gas prices

i should stop avoiding the gas stations, i should fill up more often before the prices get even higher. i went to the Chevron on Chapman for $4.23(regular) , which isn't as bad as the other gas stations around. as weird as it is, I'm theoretically on board with the oh so expensive gas prices. Not only does it penalizes all the dumb morons who buy and drive around with those oversize suburban assault vehicles, it might jump start the electric car revolution. Gas prices are not high enough until the prices are so high that people actually start to think about how the US should start investing in alternatives fuels. when will these darn ignorant(fill in the blank, i chose the F work) understand that there are only a limited supply of oil in this world. More drilling and refining in the US will only be a small temporary fix. whatever.

I have $2 left for the next week and a half. yay.

I want a record player to play all the records i don't have.

Huy's choir concert is tonight. That should be fun.

Mr.Chaus hair is ridiculous. its about the same length as mine, maybe a little shorter. UGGHHH.

I need to call Mrs.blandford to tell her i cant come to the avid panel thing.

I talked to Mr.Durand yesterday night at the awards night. He asked me about my classes. I told him about Dr.Carlson, my fall semester geology for elementary school teachers class. He had him a while back for something, i don't remember what he said. we agreed that he is totally awesome. i actually wanted to minor in geology because of him. its still floating around there somewhere in my mind.

Dad left today for Vietnam around 9ish. I just realized, he wont be here for fathers day, maybe we'll mail him something.

I need a raise.

Ithink im addicted to Quakers Crunchy Corn Bran. The New Amstersdam, and Jets to Brazil is friggin awesome. Gracias Andrew. More music please.

I need to get ready for work. cheers.

fly

There's a fly, a humongous black fly, flying around my room, and its annoying me. i bet its very plan is to bug me, with its stupid buzzing sound, and nasty bug body. it wants me to get my lazy butt up and out of the room to get a fly swatter. but it knows that my hand and eye coordination sucks, so its just teasing me. dumb fly.

Went to Rancho on Monday with Shilpa, to visit Kathy, Betty, and Ms.Chow. Right when we walked in, Mrs.Blandford, my, i think, 12th grade English honors teacher was there. Ive always thought she was a bit on the weird side, but then again, most English teachers are. She is in charge of the AVID program i was suppose to work for at Rancho. She saw us and asked how we were. told her about my classes, the finals and such. She asked if i wanted to come and talk about "college" with the avid kids. Other former honors kids with be there also. I'm still thinking about it. Sounds cool. "Why yes, honors and advance classes helped me a whole bunch. It taught me procrastination, bull shitting at its finniest, and cheating. But i don't recommend doing it, unless you re ok with that Mrs.B." I'm just kidding. except for the procrastination part, and the BSing part.

My screen is clear!

I'm tired. going to Ranchos awards night tomorrow. I just want to see and criticize Mr.Chaus ridiculously grown hair. Dads leaving on thursday around 9. for two weeks. to move his moms grave site because the communist there are fucking retarded, well, communist anywhere are retarded. stupid commies. i hope they choke on their own vomit.

on the lighter side, the other tutor, the teacher, will no longer be with us, so I'm going to take care of two of her kids. Hau, fresh from the plane, Catherine, the quiet girl. They're cool kids. It might be a little hard to communicate with hau, since my Vietnamese is a little rusty. but so far so good. if you were in my classroom, you would see me with the English Vietnamese dictionary every other minute. But thats ok, maybe my viet will get better over the summer.


I'm listening to The New Amsterdams and Jets To Brazil. Thanks lover boy.

heartaches suck, but it'll feel even worse if you sit around and think about it. All you can do is think positive, i know its hard. put all your trust in God, and believe that He has a plan for you, for everybody. It may not always be easy, but everything will work out. why dwell on something when you can produce something better, something that won't make you sad, or upset, or think about what happened. You re going to be okay. You re a strong person. You made me strong. I know i cant do much, but I'll be here if you ever need me. a shoulder to lean on, to listen, to love, that i can promise you.

i should head to bed. Good night moon.

oh those summer nights

I cant sleep, well i can, but not right now. My brain doesn't want me to sleep yet, so i must listen to it. I've been having weird dreams lately, i can never remember it, but i know for sure they re weird. I should cover my walls with paper. so when I'm laying down on my bed at night in the dark and cant sleep, and an awesome idea comes to mind, or anything like that, i can write it down, and not forget. and when my walls fill up with ideas and dreams and images. i can show my kids and say, yeahh, i know I'm awesome. and since you re related to me, you re going to be awesome too. jk.

so after laying in bed for a few minutes in the dark, i decided to go on aim, since i haven't been on in a while. caught up with some people. its nice every now and then to catch up. we promise each other we would stay in touch, but its hard at times. everyone is so busy nowadays with school, with work, with family, with friends, with their own life. its nice to say hi.

my body is tired now. so I'm going to try to convince my brain to shut up and sleep.

good night the one person who knows about this blog. I'm going to bring you iced green tea with 4 pumps of melon tomorrow morning. sleep tight. "I hope your dreams take you...to the corners of your smiles, to the highest of your hopes, to the windows of your opportunities, and to the most special places your hear has ever known"-unknown